中年危機？

今天早上趕著出門口，竟然忘記了喝沖好了的鴛鴦！結果是整天都陷於頭痛和情緒很差的狀態中。到了晚上回家吃過晚飯才好一點，不過仍然很累。

這一陣子身心俱疲，晚上經常半夜醒來，左思右想很多事情，也許是中年危機的其中一個問題之一？說來可笑，媽媽在經歷中年危機，女兒的第一顆乳齒才開始搖著，快要掉了。也許我一切都做得太遲了。三十歲才進神學院，三十三歲才結婚，四十歲才當媽媽。還有兩個星期就四十六了，還在等老公在寫論文的第一章。到了四十八，四十九，還有一大堆學校貸款要還。別人年近五十，就開始想退休金，投資這等事，可是這些事對我來說，是遙遙無期的。可能好像「秋天的童話」裡面的船頭尺說的：「到死嗰日，用哂d錢，一毫子都冇剩，啱啱好。」

I love the rain

I love rainy days, always have and always will. Maybe because I am a melancholy, poetic person, rain brings much comfort, the gray sky and translucent crystal-like raindrops somehow calm me down, give me much to ponder on. I love all kinds of rain, silent rain, downpours, thunder and rainstorms, any kind. The only rain that has scared me so far, was when a tornado was approaching our house and a siren had gone off warning people to seek shelter. I had to hide in the bathtub with MeMe dog. Even so, it was comical, because MeMe dog hated baths, she would never willingly went inside a bathtub. I had to leave a trail of dog treats to lead her to the bathtub, and threw a bunch inside the tub. This time, she jumped inside the bathtub, no questions asked. I jumped in with her and held onto her until there was another signal indicating that we were safe.