
Many of us said goodbye to our friend from seminary today, the first day of 2009. He has gone into glory with the Lord whom he had served faithfully. The aggressive leukemia has turned his body into ruins, within just a few days of being hospitalized, he is gone.
No words can describe the shock a lot of us experienced. Though we know he is now in heaven and would not want to come back, I grieve for his wife (she was his classmate in seminary), and his children who are now without a father. I grieve because death is an ugly thing, it is not suppose to be there. We are made to live on, that was the intention when God created Adam and Eve.
In a mysterious way, God has decided that our friend's struggle on earth is over, time for him to go back to Him. Though for a lot of us on earth, the time seems short. However, I believe if we know what kind of glory he is in right now, we will feel comforted. It doesn't take away the pain we feel for not having him on earth, in fact, when we stare at death, it is so unnatural, so ridiculous that we can't even explain it.
Goodbye, Kwok Wah, next time we see you, we will all rejoice the fact that we are with the Lord. We cannot imagine just yet how life is like without you being here.
國華,下次再見的時候,我們會在天家,你會跟我說:「你來了,真好!」
我們在神學院的時候叫你做「譚大牧」,因為你一早已經顯出了牧者的心腸。你經常都是笑容滿面的,你對同學、師弟、師妹們的真誠關心,是我們很容易感受到的。
還記得我們修希伯來文的時候,我們幾個人因為希望互相鼓勵,決定「比賽」誰在測驗中得最低分的就要請吃飯嗎?我經常都是最低分的那個,但是因為你的牧者心腸,你代替我請吃飯,真係唔話得。
離開香港十年後我回去香港,竟然在尖沙咀碰見你和寶珍手拖手行街。你微笑說:「同老婆拍拖。」恩愛之情表露無遺。
我們不知道為甚麼神決定這是你返天家的時候了。在我們的角度,似是還有許多沒做完的事,沒說完的話。許多問題不知道會不會有答案。
你打了一場美好的仗,我們懷念你。國華,天家見。